Yeah well im still in one i guess. Broke up with my boyfriend and im obviously hateing life right about fuckin now. Hes been stressing me out. Ive been cutting again latley wich im not proud of because i hadbeen cutt free for a while. Its like an addiction and mos people dont notice. One a cutter always a cutter.. Hmm.. But idk.. Even thohgh we arent together i cant stop wanting to have sex with him. All the time latley i want sex sex sex sex sex.and from different guyswho are ushually taken. But im so awk. I dont think ill ever get anyone up to my standards to wanna fuq. But damn do i enjoy me plus my ex fucking. Lol. But theres this guy i like too. Hes almost so similar to my baby… But i want him and his virginiry *_* lol but hes with some preety model girk so for now iguess where just friends… But im emotionally verry unhealthy right now -_- ….

I know. Brutal right.
So anyways.
I love my boyfriend very much and asked him to come to home coming with me but idk if he can. But anyways I can’t wait just to get out this house nd move in with him in a couple years like forreal though. Well id probably move in with him and his family and then we’d move out together. But this is good for me so his mom can teach me how to cook more vegitarian meals since he and I are both vegi heads and I am constantly starving….

Man fuck this. I just want out this god damn house. I hate my dad as much as I love him at times but what he will never know is that I will always and forever fear him more then I will love him.

I’m pissed cause I barley talked to my bf all day today and he seemed distant. When I asked him why he was I didn’t get a direct answer
Like honest
Fuqq it. I don’t like the feeling the first day you get your phone back your half MIA. Blahh. And driving school was fucking medeoker.
Now I’m in the shower neglecting English hw.

So I found out why my bestfriends friend killed himself…/: cause his gf killed herself….

And um know what really bugs. When all guys wanna do is get to know you more. They know they have to use their heads to get inside you…… ;3

No but really is it too much to ask for regular guy friends/:

Girls that are whores on accident? Yes . Yes it happens. I whitness it. She talks to many many famous guys o: one including the flying tomato aka Shaun white. So this sexy action sport man says he has a crush on her but she says there’s a chance she can’t be with any of the MANY very sexy guys she talks too -_- um dumb! She’s gonna throw it all away and I’m not sure she realized dozens of girls would kill to be in her position. Dumbbitch.

I feel purty damn accomplished for making a tumblr with the URL nofuqqinhipster. Take that stupid fucking hipsters. I hate that shit. You aren’t one if you try. Gah ‘*__*
Anyways. Today I asked my boyfriends best friend to go to homecoming with me. Why? Cause my bf graduated two years ago and he’s 19 and his best friend is 18 and just graduated. Funny thing is he’s my best friend too so it’s okay :3